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I ve never stood up to him, to them. I don t think I can, most days. Todd turned back
around then, and Adam wanted to look away, not from disgust but because he was going to
embarrass himself. Then he thought it didn t matter. Why should he be ashamed if he
couldn t stop the tears from falling? Todd deserved to have someone give enough of a shit to
cry for him.
I b-better g-go. Todd picked up his shirt and started to slide his arms in the sleeves. I
w-won t come b-back around unless you n-need help with a rescue.
Adam swiped at his cheeks and willed his legs to hold him up. He crossed back over to
Todd and put one hand on his back, between his shoulder blades where a thick scar
protruded. Todd went still as stone. No. Stay. I don t want you to go. I want& I want you,
Todd.
Then all he could do was wait for Todd to decide what he was going to do.
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Chapter Ten
Todd turned around slowly, not wanting Adam to stop touching him. I want& His
tongue felt thick and uncooperative, maybe because talking was one of the last things he
wanted to be doing right now. He couldn t keep his eyes off Adam s lips, and it didn t help
that Adam was, even now, licking them as if he too wanted Todd to put his mouth to better
use. What did he want? Todd couldn t think past this very moment.
Adam s eyelids drifted down as Todd leaned closer. He didn t rush, taking his time and
wanting to memorise every detail from the way Adam looked, his skin smooth and slightly
tanned, his lips parted, glistening, to the sound of their breaths, the feel of Adam s hand on
the bare skin of his arm, the scent of the man&
By the time Todd pressed his mouth to Adam s, he was dangerously on edge, his cock
hard and compressed uncomfortably by his jeans. Todd cupped the back of Adam s head
with one hand and held Adam s hip with the other, and, although he d meant the kiss to be
gentle, as soon as a soft sound bled from Adam s mouth into his and Adam rubbed his
erection against Todd, need trumped any plans Todd had had.
Adam groaned and writhed in Todd s arms, and Todd pulled the man in closer, almost
crushing Adam to him. He could feel the firm muscles beneath Adam s clothes, the even
harder dick prodding at his groin. His ribs ached and throbbed with a dull fiery pain, but
Todd had been hurt worse before and could ignore the discomfort for the pleasure he was
feeling.
Especially when he speared his tongue in and Adam sucked on it at the same time he
found Todd s dick. Todd bucked and his heart and breath stuttered when Adam rubbed his
hand over Todd s denim-encased length. Adam tipped his head down, ending the kiss as he
pushed back enough to watch as he stroked Todd.
Oh, man, I want& Adam squeezed and Todd thrust and hissed. It sure never felt this
good when he touched himself! Just give me a second
What Todd s creaky voice startled him into shutting right back up. He tried to cling
to Adam but Adam grabbed his hands.
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Just let me lock the door real quick. Adam s dark eyes burned with a desire that
matched the heat flaming inside Todd. He was both scared and thrilled at the possibilities of
what locking the door meant. More thrilled than scared, though, because he d quit trying to
keep Adam from moving away.
Adam brushed his fingers over Todd s dick and made an approving sort of murmur,
both of which left Todd jittery as a tight knot coiled in his groin. He needed so much, and
he d had years of telling himself he couldn t, shouldn t even that it was wrong, until he d
found out Gabe was gay. Then he knew without a doubt it wasn t wrong but reconciling
that belief to himself, applying it to himself, was much more difficult.
Adam turned back from the locked door and swept Todd with a gaze that ignited his
nerve endings, flooding him with even more arousal. He felt like he was ready to shatter
from it, or incinerate, combust something! Adam s lips kicked up at the corners and he
sauntered forwards in a way Todd would have envied had it not been so sexy. The slight
shaking of Adam s hands betrayed his cool act, though, and it somehow made Todd feel less
afraid of whatever was coming next.
* * * *
There had never, Adam felt certain, been a more important moment than when he d
realised how hard he d fallen for Todd. Except, maybe when Todd had kissed him with such
want it d melted every one of Adam s defences. Or when Todd hadn t wanted to let him go,
or& No, the momentousness just kept building with each minute they spent together. Adam
knew, he knew they should talk a few things out first at least, but, damn it, Todd was looking
at him with such hunger, such yearning, how could he do anything but cross over to him and
palm that thick length again?
Ohhhh, Todd gasped, spreading his legs and reaching back to clutch at the table.
I He shook and gulped, and Adam dropped to his knees. He pressed his face to
Todd s groin and looked up at him while he rubbed his cheek against Todd s zipper.
Todd s eyes were huge, his mouth slack, one hand behind him on the table and the
other fisted and pressed to his chest, as if he were holding his heart in place. If Adam had
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doubted Todd s innocence before, this moment would have obliterated those doubts. Todd
was speechless, breathless beautiful.
Adam worked the waistband open, and Todd s abs rippled and clenched. He brushed
his knuckles over the ridged muscles then reached for the placket of Todd s jeans with both
hands. Todd s eyes were almost shut now, his breath faint, choppy measurements. Every few
seconds he would shiver and unclench his fisted hand then close it again.
Touch me, Adam said as he watched Todd s hand. Please.
The sound Todd made then, a need-drenched rasp that ended on a sob, was almost
enough to undo Adam. He hurried to unfasten Todd s jeans, sliding a hand down to scoop
out Todd s shaft almost before getting the zipper down. He needed to touch Todd, taste him,
and embed himself in Todd s mind and heart.
Adam, Todd squeaked as soon as Adam had him in hand. Adam took a last look for
a little while, at least at Todd s expression, tight with want and awe and anticipation. Then
he pushed at Todd s jeans and freed his balls as well, and that was as long as he could make
himself wait before tasting Todd.
Adam leant forward and rubbed his lips over Todd s cockhead, brushing them back
and forth to tease them both. Todd made a strangled sound and there, there was the touch
Adam had asked for! Todd grabbed his shoulder, his thumb curling against Adam s neck.
Please, Adam
Adam licked at the wide slit and Todd hissed, thrusting eagerly at Adam s mouth.
Adam rolled Todd s balls in his hand and felt them draw up. He opened up and sucked
Todd s cap in, and Todd gave a muffled shout and bent over him, folding his arms around
Adam s back. It didn t give him a lot of room to work in, what with the way Todd was
pushing him forwards, but that was okay. Adam just hoped he hadn t developed a gag reflex
in all the months he d not been sucking cock.
He bobbed down and promptly gagged. Pulling back, his eyes watering and the urge to
cough almost overwhelming, Adam took a moment to get his act together. The need to
please Todd, to blow his mind, was pressing, but Adam knew he needed to relax or he d
never get Todd s shaft in as deep as he wanted.
Adam massaged Todd s sac and began sucking Todd s length back in, slower this time,
while holding onto Todd s hip with his other hand. Eager sounds fell from Todd s lips, and
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they spurred Adam on, strengthened his determination to give them both what they wanted.
He inhaled deeply through his nose then took Todd in steadily, until finally the head
breached Adam s throat.
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